mmg tgh msuk air pon.......

ari ni sme jer mcm smlm bpaknylah bosan idop smpai xtau nk wat per dah......spert beser r bgun tdo jer mst nk mkn an p ak xder mknn pon p der stu jer srapan pg ak mcm bser r mkn bnder2 r.......(yg dah bse mst tau an) skunk dah kol bpe dah p mkn pon xlg just mkn bnder2 jer.....xtau r ble mse nk brhnt bnder2 pon ak xtau........
rmai dah yg dah nasihat spaye brhnt bnder2 p ak wat bodoh jer.....atok ak mnggl pon dsbbkn bnde2 gak p ak xpnah pon der niat nk brhnt bnder2 yelah mkin lme mkn bsar an so lau org mrah pon ak wat xtau jer.....

der stu ari2 sblm ak ngn akak n abg g lwat atok ak kt osptal...akk ak der tye ko ni ambk bnder2 ker ak pon jwab r haah....akk pon ckp r bnder plik2 last ak stkt jwab i'm 18 dah bsar dah dah lpas dah......ak pon xtau r ble blh brhnt bnder2.....kdg2 der gak terpkir nk brhnt p skjp jer pkir bnder mcm2.......

ak igt lg ak mle terjbak bnder nie ase sjak year 3 kot p lpas2 ak stop r smpai r last form1 bwu ak start lek form2 pon last2 year jer bwu wat lek.......p wak2 dah fm3 lg r.. bser r dok ostel an kre lau frm3 dah kre senior r nk ambk pon org xksah sgt dah.....

p sjak naik frm4 ak mkn slow dr wat bnder2 mmber2 ak pon mkn lme mkin kuang wat bnder2.....smueny sbb kpel bser r pmpuan mne ske laki ambk bnder2 an..... ak pon slow r.. der r dlm 3 bln ak brhnt wat bnder mcm2 mle2 time xdapat bnder2 mmg kpale mcm msuk air idop pon xtnang jer.....tmbh2 lpas mkn plak perhhh mmg xthan r tgk dak2 ambk bnder2 p sbar jelah nnt r.....

p lme2 xtahan ak ambk lek.....naik fm5 lg r bertmbh senior an dah2 roomate ak lak yg jd tokan bnder2 dah bnder sng dpat bkak mate tgk mke die pnggl ckp jer nk stu cmfrm dpat.....itulah rtin harian ak mmg msuk air gile r lau xdpt time2........time spm lg r mmg bnder2 bermharajalela r yelah warden pon bkn nk jge kteorg sgt pon so dgn slmber r kdg2 ondwy nk g dwan pkse pon ngn slmber jer ambk bnder2 kre mcm nk release 10tion r sblm jwab pekse.....dah  lau sblm dah ambk tmbh lpas jawab pekse an lg r..... time2 lpak2 2 mmg byak r kteorg ambk kdg2 bnder2 xsmpai shari dah abh 3 kotak.....mmg trok r...

.xtau r ble ak nk brhnt bnder2....ak pon kdg2 smpai xlrat dah......lps spm lg mnjd2 lak bser r dah kje duit dpt so blh r bli bnder2 sndri smpai r skunk ak pon msih still ngn bnder2 lg.....mmber ak dah amai dah nasihat tok brhnt p ak smpai seru lg kot nk berhnt brhnt bnder2 kot p insyaallh mybe nnt akn brhnt gak kot sbb ak dah tgk arwah atok ak mcm ner derita die dsbbkn bnder2.....doakn r ak brhnt bnder......